New journeys are always scary, you never know what they hold or really what to expect because your normal routine is now new and everything is well like uncharted water. I started a new journey Monday, I've left my former job and now work at home. Our family has been blessed with the opportunity of owning it's own business; while it comes with great perks it also has it's down sides like anything else. I am very grateful to have this opportunity to help my husband and also be more available for my kids. I can say that my personality type is not digging the no routine, no schedule yet. It's like anything else just have to give it time and I'll get in a routine.
I've come to learn I will never be able to control everything and I shouldn't expect to, circumstances and situations will arise that I could have never seen coming. I've got to learn to always rely on my Father God to guide me through these new journeys, these new beginnings and trust and know in my heart that he will never lead me wrong.
It's been stressful and a learning curve but I have to remind myself that not only is this benefiting our business, but I am also helping my husband and I can see my kids more than if I were just working a 9-5 job. It's real easy to focus on the bad and forget the great in every situation. But hey Jesus did not die for me to live of have a frustrating, bad day; He died so I can have an overcoming, successful, joyous day and it's up to me to grab hold of that and look at my day like, yea devil you may have tried to take me out today with my attitude and I may have said some things I shouldn't have, but you won't ever permanently take me out. I have the victory! I have the power and guess what?!?!? Devil you have been DEFEATED!!!
I WIN!! New journey, new beginning I have news for you! It's going to be amazing and I am going to rock it out!!!
